Ticking impatiently

Another regular Thursday pay day afternoon, waiting for time to tick while I fill nonsense paperwork. If I knew school’s purpose was to fit confused teens into billable professionals suits, I might have gave it up.

I see humans as kids thirsty for interactions, games and adventures, but instead we wear a huge comfortable diaper lifestyle. At least we can take it off for 2-3 weeks a year(in Canada), just to get a little bit of the freedom ecstasy but not enough to leave the chain we’re linking.

Do you remember your last vacation?

Was is long enough?

How do you find “normal” life when coming back to it?

There are good parts to “normal” life, clean and heated water at the turn of a knob, climate control under a roof, communication technology that breaks through borders, food at the reach of a phone, social security advantages and so on. The price is to mold you to fit in.

Enough questioning the system let’s get back to the golden handcuffs…

Everything is ready for the trip; started training again, stopped smoking (for now) and on the verge of renting my place. Even if India does scare my diapered side, I can’t wait to feel alive through new exciting adventures. The “back to the roots” lifestyle is such an attractive way of life for someone who dislikes commitment as much as I do.

What a great opportunity to remove the psychological armour that took many tics to create and getting out of the comfy wrapping bubble to reach new horizons. Taste new foods, experiment new lifestyles, new decisional schemas and new ways to set value for surrounding things. 4 months will feel like 2 years, the same way that the last 2 years feel like 4 boring months. Everybody has his reality and I want to feel them all, while living a poet’s fantasy.

Holy cows, snake charmers, dirty filth transforming itself into a nurturing mother (Pachamama). Image is important and appearances deceiving, but who am I to judge. Enjoy life, but wear sun cream: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfq_A8nXMsQ

If anything were to happen to me, I am glad that our paths crossed and hope that you will live your dreams or that you are happy with your life, otherwise…it could be interesting to take a step in the right direction